Sorry but I've officially checked out. So if you see me or talk to me and it seems like "I'm not all there", its because I'm not. My brain is here(see pic: faulhorn panorama). I can't take it anymore. I couldn't control it any longer..My mind has finally wandered away to that place far up in the Alps where it needs to be and its not coming back. For the next 5+ weeks I will be just a headless brainless body wandering aimlessly through the bullshit of day to day interactions and activities. The light at the end of the tunnel has just become too bright.